Heartstrings Played

It's becoming more evident
Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you than you ever thought of me
Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared
With me left here still thinking what was false, what was trueS
o puzzling and so complex
I'm left to await another clue
On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me
I'm wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key

Dream

Dream a dream to escape reality.

Your reality (My reality)

To escape your pain (My pain)

Ignore a world where everyone is blind and ignorant (We can't help being selfish)to the people around us.

Besides nothing beats imagination

It's better shutting yourself out pretending to be something (But really being n o t h i n g)

Create a world where everything is nothing and nothing is everything to you (To me)

Dream a fairy tale where the hours of the day last forever, but there's never really enough time.

Dream a dream to escape the life you hate (The life I hate)

Ignore what’s around you.

Dream a nightmare

I Cry

All men betray, all lose heart.
I don't want to lose heart. I want to believe.

Won't you come away with me tonight?
We can fly past the moon and the starlight.
It doesn't matter where you've been before on a night like this.
It doesn't matter where you've been before I'll love you like this.
I cry...
Can't you see, I won't leave.
But you have to open your eyes.
Here I stand, Take my hand.
Let go of the fear that you hold.
Don't throw your pearls to the swine tonight.
Don't let them take your innocence.
Just remember the times that I held your hand and kept you close.
Remember the times I held you up and now.
I cry...
Can't you see, I won't leave,But you have to open your eyes.
Here I stand, Take my hand
Let go of the fear that you hold.

Create in me a clean heart, oh God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from thy presence, and do not take thy holy spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of thy salvation and sustain me with the loving spirit. Sustain me with the willing spirit.

Identity

Identity of a person.

Identity signifies complexity.

Identity identifies with reality.

Identity is the bearer of all vanity.

How does a person identify with identity?

Love/Lust

Lust Leading Love
Adoration Aiding Attachment
Passion Proving Pleasure
Convenience Controlling Confusion
Frustration Fueling Failure
Hurt Healing Heartache
Envy Educing Ecstasy
Sex Sealing Seduction
Jealousy Jeering Joy
Love Leading Lust

Change

Don't look ...
You might see.
Don't listen....
You might hear.
Don't think....
You might learn.
Don't make a decision....
You might be wrong.
Don't walk....
You might stumble.
Don't run....
You might fall.
Don't live....
You might die.
Don't change....
You might not grow.
Is this the way the world ends??
Why do we fear change??

Smashing Falsehood

Truth is evident smashing falsehood
Like darkness to light it fades fast
Take part in the diminishing lies
Reflect and see the lessons of the past
The journey begins with random curiosity
Innocence lost by influences outside oneself
Take back your innocence with generosity
Forbid and stop the atrocities yourself
Don't leave it be, it holds us back
Too much hate, it can't be our fate
This moral decay we must attack
Set things straight, no time to wait
Reach into the dark and retrieve the light
Stifle the words of their hate
Join in this is the human's fight
Reflect and change your scope

The World I Painted

The world I painted was new.
the colors were so alive.
I took a lie and made it true.
One final touch and then right into the painting I dive.
it's ok if I break.
This is more than I can take.
It's my life thats at stake.
when did it all happen?
One color after another seemed to fade.
Now the sky is colored with a coal pen.
It's all black despite how hard I try.
Where does this leave me?
It's ok if I break.
This is more than i can take.
My life is at stake.
What if I could fly out of here?
Would I still deny?

Innocence

Innocence stolen without my permission
Innocence gone without my submission
Innocence lost through another's plan
Innocence no longer for another man
Innocence turned to hatred and fear
Innocence gone, no man can come near
Innocence taken from a little girls heart
Innocence replaced by mistrust, you thought you were smart
Innocence dissapears like dew in the sun
Innocence faded before it's begun
Innocence obscured like a cloud over the moon
Innocence ripped away too soon