Daylight fades, darkness sets in.

As the sunlight slowly faded away the city lights flickered on, one by one.
Illuminating everything on the outside and casting a shadow on the inside.
As time slowly ticked past,the darkness inched closer and closer.
Spreading its shadows across the land.
My inner self comes alive.
As much as i struggle and curl underneath the blanket my fears come alive.
And slowly engulfs me from the inside.
And tears up the mask that i so successfully put on during the day.
Fears that torment me from the inside during the day comes alive as soon the light fades away.
And i am back into my den.
With a mind of its own, tormenting me every single night.
Sometimes i wished i was dead.
Surrounded by many,yet isolated and alone.
I try to reach out to people but succeed in grasping just empty air.
Struggling to keep my sanity.
I plunge myself into darkness.
For its the only place to hide.
To cope with all this.
I give up and cry myself to sleep.
It’s tiresome to want something you don’t have.
And each morning i wake with loneliness by my side.
Each day I walk with it’s presence in my footsteps.
Each night it lies hand in hand with my insomnia.
Perhaps i have become invisible?
Or have i become just an figment of imagination?
They cried on my shoulders and i soaked up their tears.
asking for nothing in return.
But when i need someone,where did they all go?

-Night is the hardest sometimes.. I will be doing good for months.. all it takes is one night to shatter the peace. Memories forever burned in my brain.